Thursday, July 5, 2012

Lucky #13, or "The Ultimate Craft Project"

Today is a big day for me.  Today, I:
*Turned 34!
*Hit the 13 week mark in my pregnancy.


Oh, wait. You didn't know that did you!?  I have been keeping this a secret-with everything that has been going on in my life lately, and the amount of stress that has been hitting, one worries. Well, I don't know if that ever changes, but I didn't want to make a huge announcement and then lose the baby.  I got to see the baby a few days after finding out about my Dad. It made the hurt lessen, and I had a unbelievably huge sigh of relief when we saw the little one moving around a little and the flicker of a heartbeat. I just felt like it was all going to be OK. 


It's truly been "The Ultimate Craft Project", except that it's way cooler than knitting.  I started trying this past January, and then after a couple of months, it stuck. It has been a crazy whirlwind, and now that life has settled down a bit, I am looking forward to really experiencing this pregnancy for everything it has to offer.


I've been pretty lucky. I haven't really been sick. No real morning sickness (just a few days at night). Nothing.  It's been quite nice. The occasional shortness of breath and increased need to tinkle can suck it, but in the scheme of things, that's not so bad. I still don't look pregnant, just that I saddled up to an all you can eat diner table and ate a bit much. Again, not so bad.

Because calling your growing critter "it" feels weird, we're going with Noodle until we find out what we're having. Whether calling your baby "Noodle" or referring to the little being as a "critter" is any better than using "it", I dunno. The name Noodle makes me laugh, and if the baby was anything like I was, Noodle will be long and lean.

There's so much that I can say about this, and so much to feel, but for now I'll just say this: 34 is going to be an amazing year, and I feel so darn lucky to have amazing people in my life, amazing adventures, and now an amazing little person that I am going to be able to bring into this world.

And without further adieu, Noodle, of course, this is now over 5 weeks old. So imagine a slightly smaller head and more...well...baby-ness going on in there.  That may be the cutest baby, ever.


All my best, to all of you!
Raina

Every child begins the world again.... ~Henry David Thoreau

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

And....Done!

The past 5 weeks have been a whirlwind.  1500 lbs worth of a dump run, close to 30 donation trips; one giant storage locker and two homes full of boxes and new furniture later, I am done moving my Dad's things.  I have some pretty random new collections and more tools and fossils than I know what to do with, but it feels good to be done with the move. I now have the task of organizing everything, and finding a way to get a 7'4" stereo cabinet that I built with my dad into my house. It looks like it is going to come in through my front window!

Today is the 4th of July, and I am sitting here in a little patch of sunlight, drinking coffee after having mac n cheese for breakfast. What? YOU don't eat delicious mac n cheese for breakfast?? Normally, I don't either, but it's a rare day off with absolutely nothing that I HAVE to do, so I figured: Lets have a treat.  Mmmmm.....I highly recommend it; and I don't have to feel like a piggy, since I have the day to use up some of the calories.

With moving and cleaning 4-5 days a week in a city an hour away, I haven't been up to much in the way of crafts or gardening. This week and weekend will really be about getting that going again. A lot of things in the garden have gone to seed, so I will spending some of today trimming things back, pulling the potatoes, and harvesting lettuce.  I'll also go through a few boxes and try to trim down some of the stuff that I have. My goal by the end of the summer is to get rid of 1/3 of the things I own (old and new). A daunting task, but one that needs to happen. Next up is editing the pics from Yellowstone, which sadly are still on film and in my digital camera.

I also want to get in the fields and  pick some fruit for fresh jam. My cherry and strawberry jams have all been hits and I cant wait to try my hand at some raspberry jelly!  Maybe this weekend, when I have a kitchen again :)

The ultimate craft project is actually coming along well, and I'll have more on it in a week or so. I'm pretty excited about this project. If you can hold through the mystery, I think you'll be pleased with what I have been working on!

Lastly, is the coop!  The three new girls are in dire need of a big girl home. Nick and his Dad have been working on the massive structure between trips to Tacoma.  Its 5 times the size of my old coop, and will make for a great new home for all of my girls. I think today I will bring the new girls outside to check out their new world, and to see how they do.  Plus, the other girls have been cooped up (some pun intended) for way too long. It'll be nice to get them out and have them stretch their chicken-y legs.

Well, that's it for now! I have a pile of boxes staring me down and my Dad's paintings that are begging to be hung up.  Hope your 4th is lovely, relaxing and full of happiness!

Cheers,
Raina


Thursday, June 21, 2012

Delicious Comfort

Lately, the weather has been...well...all over the map. We'll have a day or two of what feels like summer, and then BAM! It's clearly not summer. Mother Nature? You're a tease!  A few days ago, I was coming out of my car in June, trying to escape big rain drops, while wearing a sweater and a thick coat.  I wanted something warm, thick and soothing. I wanted soup.  I was also too lazy to go to the store after dealing with the gloom, so I needed something quick and that I could pull out of my pantry or garden. In looking at my garden, my greens were out of control, and I needed to thin them out.  I had leeks and I knew there was pasta, beans, a little turkey and carrots and celery in the fridge.


Mmmm....Ribollita.  This is a yummy, hearty, rustic veggie soup that makes the best use of whatever random veggies you have on hand. The end result of the soup is that everything is cooked, but not so much that the veggies are over-tender.  If you don't feel like cooking up everything after a long day, you can throw all of the items together in a crock pot, adding the beans and the pasta later. 






Meat wise, there's a lot going on with this soup, so you can take the addition or leave it. I happened to have a fist full of ground turkey on hand, so I made small meat balls, and set those aside. I have also used ground meat, and cooked it within the soup adding more flavor. You really can't mess this soup up, which is the nice thing about it.  


First up, gather and prep-note this is in the order I used everything:
I start with one leek, sliced in half long-wise and sliced up. How thick you want it depends on your taste.  Keep in mind, this will be cooking the longest. 
One small onion, diced
Garlic, minced. I LOVE garlic, so mince as many cloves as you like.
Olive Oil-about 2 Tb
Oregano-I like fresh and used two large springs about 3 inches long each
Dried thyme (or fresh, if you like), I used a quarter sized pinch that was rounded in the palm of my hand. Again, this is to taste
Salt and pepper.


While I was chopping the onion and leek, I was heating up my oil. Once hot, drop the garlic in and get it moving in the oil. It should sizzle a bit, but not brown too fast. After a couple of minutes, when the garlic is starting to become off-white, throw in the onion and leek, tossing it in the oil. Add your salt and pepper now. You'll want to sweat these for a few mins.

While this is cooking up, prep the following veggies.
3 large carrots
3 ribs celery
Open 1 28 oz can of tomatoes, or 3 large beefsteak, diced
4 cups liquid-ideally stock

By now, your onion/leek/garlic is looking nice and ready. Add your carrots and celery and toss with the other veggies. Add your tomatoes and add your stock-I always have 2 cup bags in my freezer ready to go. You'll want about 4 cups of liquid. Only have a couple cups? No worries, there's lots of flavor coming from other veggies, so you can add water. I keep a cup or two of extra water handy, since the water level will go down as this cooks.

Add your thyme and oregano at this time.

Let this come to a gentle roll, and relax for a few. You'll want to give it about 10 minutes.

Chop: 10 mushrooms-you can get a lot of flavor out these guys, so feel free to mix it up. Throw in your mushrooms. At this point, you're about 20 mins into your soup, or at least 1 glass of wine, if you're like me :)

Your soup should be getting thicker and the liquid level should be coming down. Keep adding enough liquid to keep the soup covered with extra room for additional veggies/pasta.

It's testin' time!  Pick a veggie-are they firm, but no longer raw, almost cooked well?  Now's the time for the next step! If not, pour yourself some more wine and give it another 5-10 mins.

Wash and chiffonade your greens (a schmancy way of saying roll it, and run your knife through so it looks like green ribbon)-I like a few large bunches, but it can be to taste. Add and cook for 5-10 mins, longer for thick greens like kale.

After 5-10 mins, I check the greens; if they are close to tender, I am ready to move to the last steps. If not, keep checking on it every 5-10 minutes until the greens are cooked almost all the way through. Keep in mind, you'll be cooking the pasta in the dish.

Throw in your favorite pasta and cook to the makers directions or however you like your pasta. When there's 5 minutes left, add 1 15 oz can of cannelloni beans (drained and rinsed) and your meatballs, if adding any.

Once the pasta is done, your soup is done!  I like to add chunks of old bread and parmesan to the top. So good.

What's your yucky weather, go to dish?











Friday, June 15, 2012

A quick update to the list!

A quick update to the below post! I was able to knock out a couple of projects-below is boozy cherry jam. As you can see there's a good amount of dark rum missing from the bottle that went into the jam (recipe called for 2 TB, I called for more). Along with the rum I added holiday spices-cinnamon, nutmeg, clove, and sugar. I cooked the mixture for almost two hours on medium-low, so it just bubbled away, adding sugar and pectin later on. I didn't have quite enough cherries for the chipotle BBQ sauce, so I made a small batch of cherry preserves for game (duck, elk, etc). That's a simple recipe with pepper, apple cider vinegar, cayenne and a couple of other spices cooked on low. Its pretty sharp, but oh so good. I definitely recommend it.


Also, I started the back yard project, looking for ideas of what I want in a studio. I stumbled across the below picture from a local builder (bestbuiltsheds.org, to give credit where this cute thing is from), and will be calling him up to build a barn style studio. Its open on the bottom, with a full loft and ladder above. So ideal! I'll of course make some modifications, with a door where one of the windows is with a wrap around porch and trellis, and a large window where the door currently is.  I still need to do some more measurements on the existing structure, since I don't want to go any smaller. Can you see it? Sigh...A full craft studio, all for myself (ok, and Nick, too). 


Things are slowly coming together with organizing my house to get ready for an influx of furniture from my Dad's place. I'll be taking the stereo cabinet that we built when I was younger, along with a buffet my parents picked up in England, and a Victrola my dad managed to fit in a small sports car.  At some point, I'll bring home the computer hutch that he and I built in my late teens, and I'll be converting that to a bar, which will also go into the studio. It'll be nice to have pieces of my past around my house, as well. 

This weekend will be continued organizing and packing along with hanging out with Nick's Dad for father's day and starting work on the new coop. I still need to get pics up of the new girls, too. Hmm...I'll add that to the list as well!

Well, back to organizing, cleaning and cooking dinner!

Here's to a good weekend to all of you!
Raina

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Back to the drawing board

With everything that has been going on, I have had this deep desire to do. Do what you ask? Anything! I long to get creative again and get back to crafting. So without further adieu, here's my craft-tastic to do list for the months of June and July:


  • Make boozy cherry jam. No...I haven't made it yet! Sigh. I know. It is on tap for tonight, though!
  • Make the chipotle cherry jam-so excited about this. Super easy since I'll have the cherries pitted!
  • Complete my patch quilt. The large squares are done, so I am closer to piecing it all together
  • Start on a baby quilt for a friend. This one I can't wait to do...I may bump it above the patch quilt!!
  • Make a new summer apron with the cherry design and smaller cherry print for the pockets and straps. Add the red lace as a trim-so fun and cute. 
  • Edit my Yellowstone pics-I can't believe its been almost a month since I was there!!
  • Draft the new craft studio construction plans. This has been a work in progress. I am excited to announce the horrible, dark, and cluttered garage and car port will be torn down to be rebuilt into my new, shiny craft studio. It will also have a loft for all of my storagy/normal garage things as well. This will really free up some room in the house, so ready for this change!
  • Complete the landscape designs for the back yard. These are actually almost done in their draft form. I need to complete the craft studio plans first though.
There's so much more that I want to add onto this list, but I think for now that should do. A month and a half to do 7 things? I've done more with less time!

What's on your summer craft list?

Cheers,
Raina

“You can’t wait for inspiration, you have to go after it with a club.” — Jack London

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Do not stand at my grave and weep...

Today we laid my father to rest. The sun shone behind thick clouds. A gentle mist came and went, stopping just in time for the funeral and starting again after my father's ashes were interred. My grandfather had arranged a full military ceremony at Mt Tahoma National Cemetery. The Air Force was there, as was the honor guard led by my Grandfather. It was a perfect tribute to a man who served his country well. His praises were spoken, and his courage in duty was highlighted. It was nice to have my Daddy, the hero presented. It was a beautiful tribute to a wonderful, strong man who needed a little support after being so strong for so long. I am so grateful that we were able to honor him in the way that I knew him best.

A gun salute was done, taps was played and a final role call was given. The flag was given to my mother after being solemnly folded by young airman in addition to three spent rounds representing Duty, Honor, and Country. I miss him terribly, and I imagine that I always will, but it felt good to have this process complete.

My Grandmother chose this  poem for my Grandfather to read at today's ceremony, and I feel it is an appropriate way to end this post, this day and this part of my life. To you, Daddy. May you find the peace in passing that you were searching for in life. I love you so much.
Raina

Do not stand at my grave and weep

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die. 
Mary Elizabeth Frye

Sunday, June 10, 2012

I am grateful


I wasn't sure if I wanted to post the 4 blogs that follow this entry. 
They were written over the last almost 2 weeks now.  They are raw, 
and angry, and sad. They are things that I had stuck in my head
that I wanted out. I wanted to heal. I don't want a pity party. Life
is too short for that. I want people to know how much it hurts to
lose someone to mental illness and how hard, but rewarding
helping those with mental illness is. The past two weeks have
been hard. I have had days where I want to say "fuck it", and do
nothing but lay in bed. But I can't. It's not the way my Dad would
want me to be, and there's just too much to do. With the time off,
and taking time for myself, I have had a lot of time to think,
whether I wanted to or not. I have come to some good conclusions.
The big one for me lately: No matter how shitty life gets, I am
damn lucky. So, soon the blog will get back to its' silly, fun ways;
but in the mean time I leave you with a small list of things I am
grateful for. 

What's on your grateful list?
I am grateful