Sunday, June 10, 2012

I am grateful


I wasn't sure if I wanted to post the 4 blogs that follow this entry. 
They were written over the last almost 2 weeks now.  They are raw, 
and angry, and sad. They are things that I had stuck in my head
that I wanted out. I wanted to heal. I don't want a pity party. Life
is too short for that. I want people to know how much it hurts to
lose someone to mental illness and how hard, but rewarding
helping those with mental illness is. The past two weeks have
been hard. I have had days where I want to say "fuck it", and do
nothing but lay in bed. But I can't. It's not the way my Dad would
want me to be, and there's just too much to do. With the time off,
and taking time for myself, I have had a lot of time to think,
whether I wanted to or not. I have come to some good conclusions.
The big one for me lately: No matter how shitty life gets, I am
damn lucky. So, soon the blog will get back to its' silly, fun ways;
but in the mean time I leave you with a small list of things I am
grateful for. 

What's on your grateful list?
I am grateful